PaWL by AZG and DWS

Yeeeeee, 18 July! Peringatan Hari Bersyukur Dunia... :) Horeeeee!
Saatnya saya menua bahagia.
Well 2010, I'm 24! being twenty somethin is happily hard. (Trust me, it works!)

what a nice day! Untuk tanggal tersebut dua sahabat saya menyempatkan diri dr kesibukannya untuk membuat hasta karya (agenda tahunan) yg isinya foto, wish, poem, stoooory and many more. Layaknya mini biografi, hihi.. (it's true).
Bikinin POEM coba... POEM?!?
Kl saya mah lebih memilih berenang 40x bolak-balik dibanding harus bikin puisi. (mindset: gombalisasi soalnya)

....and now, I really wanna share their poem dedicated to me, yg dibuat dalam waktu singkat. Hebat! t.e.r.h.a.r.u sekali..


For my dearest friend, Poe,,

We share secrets
We Laugh
and even cry together

concerns
likes
and dislikes

our is relationship joined by

in you,
I have found so much of myself

insecurities
philosophies
complete inner peace and happiness

these are the things I wish for you
because you are my kindred spirit

Keep shining & smiling,
Miss P.a.W.L

A poem for my beloved friend..


A beautiful angel comes to my life, complete me from my casual life, with her glorious wings, and embracing heart, take all the wrath upon the skin and leaving the warm soul untouched,
unfolded.

Always like a rainbow after the rain.
left a very very beautiful mark among the sky..
When she close, it divine bounty. When she passing by, it leaves platonic love to your grateful soul.

it seems impossible to completely remove her from the image of my life..
it because i don't want
n i won't..why i must?
She's always be a major ray between the doomed, gives hopes, giving life of other.

..She's a perfect candle flame in a solid-silence dark..

.magnificent.
..embracing graceful-glamorous-red rose with every single sheath has imperishable knowledge..
it's terrific..

Unparalleled

blown up the line of firmament, She is Beautiful..
and always be..

~ She is Putu Ayu Widhi Lestari
She is my very beloved friend, my special, my treasure..

Happy Birthday my bestfriend..
Everything good comes for you..
and I Love You..
I Do..

~ your pleasure,
.warm hug.
.aldozan.

Love you all the time in my life.. Thank You
ki-ka: Duniantri Wenang, Aldo Zaendar Guci, Putu Ayu Widhi Lestari


gratitude,
-P.a.W.L-

KENAPA ?

Mau nanya deh, seberapa sering sih orang bertanya sama kalian tentang: …..Kenapa kamu begina? Kenapa lo beginu? Kenapa ina inu ina inu? Kenapa koe ngono? Kenapa, kenapa , kenapa, kenapa, kenapa??
Setiap hari kah? Kl tidak, beruntungnya anda (atau sial). Kl iya, oh emang begitu adanya ya.. ya sudahlah—tambah pinter ini kan+they care and wanna knoooow aja... :)

Baru menyadari kl hidup saya dipenuhi kata “kenapa” saat selesai praktikum 2, which is kuliah semester 7, 2008 bersamaan juga dgn mjd PO-MBUI. Kayanya itu sudah berlangsung sejak saya sadar hidup.
mmm…..Ada yg salahkah? ada tanda tanya diatas kepala? atau muke gw anehkah? hidup gw absurbkah? .....hhh, Bagaimana bisa? (itupun mengandung arti “kenapa?”).

“Kenapa” terbanyak berasal dari : 1x Laporan praktikum (2 - 4,5 jam) kata ”kenapa” bisa keluar 27x dari pembimbing (gw ngitungin bo). Hati2 dgn jawaban anda, bisa jadi penyelamat atau pemicu kata “kenapa” itu muncul lagi.. Hikmahnya: apapun yg gw lakukan jadi harus reasonable (at least versi otak gw) dan berusaha sekali menjelaskan se-simple mungkin sampai anda puas saya lemas (bahagia).

Kadang2 (sering banget deng) si “kenapa?” ini muncul dari pertanyaan yg mengandung unsur pribadi. Bikin saya dalam hati atau bahkan keceplosan menjawab: “waduh”, “ngngngng…”, “kwak waw”, “please deh..”, “My Goodness ini lagi”, mata melirik kekiri atas lalu ke kanan bawah lalu menjawab “tet tot!”, ………..?*@&?!*. Sebenarnya malas membahas diri sendiri apalagi privasi. Tapi yaaaa, Itung2 tau rasanya jadi seleb ditanya2. Lagian semakin mutakhir jawaban, mama semakin bangga! hahaha..

Hidup itu emang adil. Pantaslah sering ditanya! Salah satu tugas seorang konselor adalah anamnesa, bagian itu isinya nanyaaaaaaaa pasien (ky wawancara)… Tujuannya untuk mengetahui kronologis kejadian, data korban+pelaku, luka fisik & psikis yg diderita, selanjutnya konseling deh… yaa sebisa mungkin saya hindari kata “k*nap*?” (hampir muak dibuatnya). Adil kan? Adil dong.

Someday I’ll tell you story about “Putu, why…? (penting)” and “Putu, why….? (sepele tapi menyenangkan)”… nantikan yaa!

Ps: Terima Kasih Ibu pembimbing praktikum yg cantik dan luaaaarrr biasa. “Insight-nya apa?” makes us addicted to learn..indeed!
Inilah Insight yg saya ambil dari kehidupan tanya-jawab+konseling+privat dgn Prof:
jawablah dengan: KISS—keep it SIMPLE stu(pid)dent. Kl bisa menjawab dalam 5 kata itu lebih baik. Kl ga bisa, mungkin anda masih bingung.

Salam KISS, Mmmuuuuaaacchh…


-P.a.W.L-

I'm back HOME

Hei…. apa kabar kawan? Hidup baik2 saja? Semrawut kaya Pondok Gede? atau mengenaskan kaya Bantar Gebang? Ga dong… Life’s good! (bukan iklan TV)

Lamanya tak menulis.. Apa sebab? April - September vakum (layaknya biduan tak mengeluarkan telur eh album )... mmmm, alasannya karena saya lupa punya blog (doweng), ga terbiasa juga curhat diary layaknya alay (lho), mood akhir2 ini lebih ke profesi pelukis dibanding penulis (Putu Wijayus), dilanda takut sombong lbh tepatnya takut “narcissistic personality disorder”, dilanda pemikiran “privasi adalah penting” dan yg terakhir dan paling mendasar adalah yaaa lupa kl punya blog+passwordnya… huahahahaha..

Oke.. I’m coming HOME now! Oh Buble… (efek menulis sambil mendengarkannya ngunyah permen buble..halah halah)

Another summer day, has come and gone away, in Paris and Rome, but I wanna go home
May be surrounded by, a million people I, still feel all alone, I just wanna go home.
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you, each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?” Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat, and you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane, another sunny place, I’m lucky, I know
But I wanna go home, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home…I’m just too far from where you are, I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life.
It’s like I just stepped outside, when everything was going right
And I know just why you could not come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream, but you always believed in me

Another winter day has come, and gone away, In even Paris and Rome, and I wanna go home
Let me go home…..
And I’m surrounded by, a million people I, still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home….. Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home… I’ve had my run, Baby, I’m done, I gotta go home
Let me go home….It will all be all right, I’ll be home tonight, I’m coming back HOME.

Well, semoga isinya semakin penting serta bermanfaat demi nusa dan bangsa.. Selamat membaca dalam hati.. (jgn keras2, saya malu sm tetangga sebelah)

WELCOME TO MY “HOME”, anggap aja rumah sendiri…


-tuan rumah-